So i dont know if i had right to be angry last night or if i was just being a stupid girl, but im less angry today. We went bowling today with one of my favorite girls-Leah, and her roommate, mike shank, and Ryley and Steph. I missed them all very much, but i was just soooooooooo happy they all got along with Luke.
Leah said to me twice today that she thinks he is great, and how perfect he is for me...
i really loved hearing that.
i just wish he agreed.
we came back to the room after a fabulous time bowling and playing pool, and i was so happy to be here since last night wasnt quite what i wanted, but i think maybe i just shouldnt get so excited anymore. I know this sounds bad saying, and anyone reading will probably read into this more than i intend, but its just that even though we had a really good time today, i want it to be more, not mooooore, just clarification is all i need. No, not even that really, its very clear what he wants, and i dont like the answer. Its not that i need to be any more than what i already am, because there isnt anything else i have left to give, i want him all to myself and i dont see anything wronge with that.
waiting is ok, but when does it get to be a little rediculous to KEEP waiting?
Im going to watch him sing tonight at the 350 day thing, and im excited because i loved watching when he was practicing last week!
<3>
eh, maybe its just a not-so-great-night
BUT.......
my cousin is here and i havent seen him in like SIX YEARS!!!!
so we're gunna chill tonight
wooo
Leah said to me twice today that she thinks he is great, and how perfect he is for me...
i really loved hearing that.
i just wish he agreed.
we came back to the room after a fabulous time bowling and playing pool, and i was so happy to be here since last night wasnt quite what i wanted, but i think maybe i just shouldnt get so excited anymore. I know this sounds bad saying, and anyone reading will probably read into this more than i intend, but its just that even though we had a really good time today, i want it to be more, not mooooore, just clarification is all i need. No, not even that really, its very clear what he wants, and i dont like the answer. Its not that i need to be any more than what i already am, because there isnt anything else i have left to give, i want him all to myself and i dont see anything wronge with that.
waiting is ok, but when does it get to be a little rediculous to KEEP waiting?
Im going to watch him sing tonight at the 350 day thing, and im excited because i loved watching when he was practicing last week!
<3>
eh, maybe its just a not-so-great-night
BUT.......
my cousin is here and i havent seen him in like SIX YEARS!!!!
so we're gunna chill tonight
wooo
*sigh*
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